Dofain (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} dofain) wrote,@ 2003-06-06 13:09:00 |
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| Current mood: |  busy |
| Current music: | Michael Jackson - Black Or White |
Back from the USA
First time there, I really appreciated it, discovered many things included parts of myself, I was really down when I came back home on Wednesday, now I feel better, I took time to think about myself and finally started cleaning my room after a few years of heavy mess, now I'll have to face my psy tomorrow and tell her I want to make a step into transition.
As the things goes my memory seems to open more and more towards things I thought I forgot and never existed, I even found a poem I wrote years ago when I was in school, due to what was written around I could find out I wrote it the year 'the horse whisperer' from Nicholas Evan came out. Here it is :
- Hello you
- Hi, my lil friend
- Tell me, you the Mare, how can one become a Horse ?
- You don't become a Horse, you are. How so ? By your will, don't believe your physique has to drive you.
- But... how ?
- This, you have to find it alone, I can't tell you, He doesn't want it. But don't worry, you're on the path.
- Thanks, I love You *kiss*
...so many things I forgot, so many things I prevented me trying to live as I look like, it's definitely not worth it.
